Well, didn't I just despise you
I heard you're around, instantly blue
and for no reason, just instant hate
screeching away with the voice that grates
an innate dislike but wait
what the hell happens now
as something snapped and we get on well
and dance like fucking fools
when bands up and play
we spasm and sway
and giggle like monstrosities
terrible atrocities
share smokes and jokes
drinks and winks
and then occasional threats
when you and my brother are together
and I look with disgust and occasional envy
but forgiveness comes along in another form
even if only for one night
as you and my brother wandered onto the dance floor
and fine kisses happened, kept in secret stores
and if nothing else, if they're never repeated
the ice wall of my soul was almost heated
and I felt a joy I didn't remember
so despite the history, and your grip on my brother
you helped me accept an other,
even if it was for one night