I am not entirely sure where this last week has gone to be honest. This is my main problem when I am on shift for the day job. Twelve hour shifts really do mean that the days go like lightening. I am really having to try and look after myself so things, like they have this week do sometimes get put to one side.
I have been struggling with motivation and things over the past couple of days. The beginning of the week, I was getting many things done. I’d prepare my to do list, set a timer and get much of it achieved but the lack of sleep is taking its toll which has meant that my productivity level has dipped right down.
Not that I am beating myself up about it. I have good days and bad days (which is par the course if, like me you have anxiety.)
Due to been easily distracted these last couple of days, (my brain has had the concentration span of a child,) I have been doing anything but writing. I’ve been doing other things like watching films, listening to music, reading and playing games on the phone.
This is where I find the apps and games on the phone to be really good for getting me focused on something fun. My shift pattern makes me feel tired which then makes me feel out of it so it is very easy for me to loose days off to nothing.
My favourites at the moment are 7 Little Words which is a little like a crossword puzzle. You are given a set of tiles with letters on and a set of clues and you have to join the right tiles together in the correct order. It’s words and puzzles so I never feel so guilty playing this one. Another app I love to play when I need to distract myself (and is good if you’re trying to work out a plot issue,) is Fruit Ninja. It’s an old one but it’s still one of my favourites.
I do like the Calm app which I think is available on both Android and the Apple App Store. This is a mediation app and I’ve been doing five minutes a day but it has been so good for me and I recommend it if you need to calm your head. This has just helped me get my mind into a more rational place.
My current read is Room by Emma Donoghue. I am not sure what took me so long to read it and I usually avoid all the Oscar nominated related stuff around this time of year as I never want this kind of stuff to affect what I think of the book or film. However, I’ve been seeing this book everywhere and the opinions have been mixed so I wanted to give it a go. So far I am really liking it.
On the films side, I’ve recently watched The Intern which stars Robert De Nero as the retired man who is looking to find something to do after retirement. He ends up as an intern to Anne Hathaway’s character. To begin with, she’s not keen on having him around. There were a couple of elements of this film that I didn’t like but overall it was a sweet film. You can see the ending coming but wasn’t a bad way to spend a couple of hours. I do like a nice romantic comedy.
I do feel better for letting myself have a few days where I am letting myself rest. Now where is that notebook and pen.
Until next week writing people.
(Room is published by Picador, 2011. Calm, Fruit Ninja and 7 Little Words are all available on the App store and Google Play)
Reading your latest blog has made me feel better as I’ve had a week like yours. I’m working in the day time and have been doing a screenwriting course at night. I’m trying to finish the first draft of my screenplay (an adaptation of my novel, “Learning To Fly”). I’ve been feeling cross with myself for not having done much writing this week, so it’s nice to know I’m not alone!
I guess we all need a break so I’ve been immersing myself in the new season of “House of Cards” and have started reading “Moondust” by Andrew Smith as I’m fascinated by space. How you find the time to read so much, write reviews and keep this blog up to date is beyond me!
What’s the screenwriting course like? I’ve been wanting to do something like that. I am like you. I feel cross with myself if I don’t write but sometimes it’s good for you to step away and not feel bad you have. I also keep meaning to watch House of Cards. Is it good?
Hello Laura,
The screenwriting course has been great – I have learned so much. I found out about it through BBC Writers’ Room. It’s a free, on-line course run by the University of East Anglia and Future Learn. There’s another one starting in May. Sounds like you have enough on your plate at the moment though! I’m sure there will be more opportunities.
House of Cards is one of the best dramas I have ever seen. I signed up for Netflix purely to be able to see it. It’s such a clever story, so stylish and the acting is superb. I’ve always loved Kevin Spacey. He’s one of those rare breed of actors who acts by doing non-acting – if you know what I mean! I was lucky enough to meet him when he was running the Old Vic theatre. He took us all out for dinner at the end of our run and was so kind and funny.
Am determined to do some writing today – despite the flat needing a clean and a mountain of ironing that’s about to topple over if I don’t attack it soon. Happy Sunday!