Giving The First Draft A Chance

Your first draft needs faith.

I have been thinking about my first draft a lot recently. When I am not trying to start it, I am thinking about it – how I want the story to go, the characters and their backgrounds, the odd piece of description or dialogue that I think could work (most of the time I manage to write things down before they disappear out of my head forever. I have had things disappear and then I curse myself for not keeping a notebook nearby but that’s for another post.)

There are a few ways in which I have attempted to begin my story as I try to figure out where to begin. Should I start it with dialogue? Inner monologue? That’s the problem – you over think and then the false starts pile up and before you know it, you have 1,000 words of roughly the same scene. I end up going back to the beginning as I convince myself that what I am reading isn’t good enough. I worry that it’s nothing like the books I like to read – that the text is nothing like the stuff that gets published. However, that’s not a bad thing no matter how much I convince myself otherwise (which I try to do… a lot.)

I have heard that this lack of self-confidence and an attack of self-doubt is common.

If you are in the middle of a first draft or thinking about beginning one, you are a little too close to be the best judge. This idea is yours and you are going to be protective of it and want to do your best. Instead of worrying about the way it’s going, you should just write. Words I tell myself when I pick up my pen or poise my fingers over the keyboard. Words I can’t always seem to take notice of but they are true all the same.

The first draft is a precious thing but something that can be rough all at the same time. It just needs a chance to be written. It needs to exist in the first place so you can make it better. You can’t edit something that isn’t there. Now, I am off to disable my delete key. It’s not our friend. Not at this stage anyway.

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Laura

I'm Laura. I started Novel Kicks back in 2009 as I wanted a place to discuss books and writing - two loves of my life. As someone who has anxiety, these two things give me, and I am sure countless others, a much needed escape.
There is a monthly book club, writing exercises, prompts, reviews, author interviews, competitions and guest posts. I cover many genres and I hope there is something for everyone.
I grew up by the sea in Dorset and currently live in Poole with my husband, Chris and three cats. I love writing and have a BA (Hons) in Creative Writing from Falmouth University. I am writing my first book. If only I could stop pressing delete. Chris has threatened to stop it from working. Haha.
I have always loved creative writing since I was in first school and would very much like to meet my teacher, Miss Sayers, to say thank you for all the encouragement she gave me then.
When not writing, I love reading, cats, Disney, singing (I can't sing but this doesn't stop me,) and falling into a good TV show or film. If I could step into any fictional world, it would be amongst the characters in ABC's Once Upon a Time.
I love reading many genres and discovering new authors.